Disclaimer: Obviously not mine, I'm not that mean.
Distribution: Sure why the hell not.
Dedication: B/A shippers like me who are in totally and complete agony like I'm.
Authors Note: This is Angel's POV after the Oracle's tell him he's human and see's Buffy in the sunlight at Santa Monica. So not really anything big and maybe to the part before Doyle tells him the Mohra demons still alive. I wrote a companion piece to this story from Buffy's POV called "It's a Dream Come True."
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The women said "What have you brought for us?"

Doyle forgot to tell me to bring a gift "Was I sappose too..." I said but was interupted by the male Oracle said "You call us forth and bring no offering?!"

I thought for a while and saw my silver watch. The one that Buffy gave me for a Christmas present last year. I didn't want to but I needed to know the answers to my questions. I took a deep breath and reluctantly took it off and said "I brought you this."

The women Oracle put her hand out the watch flew into her hands, she smiled and said "I like time thiers so little and yet so much of it." She put the silver watch on and The male Oracle said "Well?"

I asked my question "What's happening to me?"

the women oracle said "It's true then brother."

"He's no longer a warrior."

"Was it the demons blood? Was it The Powers That Be that did this?" I asked the Oracle's

The male one said "The Powers That Be did you save humaninty avert the apocolypse."

The Women Oracle said "You face a Mora demon life goes on."

"My life as a human I'm not poisoned or under some spell?"

The women Oracle looked at the wall and then back at me and said "The orgeries say no. But if it happened it was ment to be."

The male one added "From this day you will live and die as any mortal man."

The women oracle said "Tribute to all the exposed pains and pleasures."

"That which we serve is no longer that which you serve. You are realeised from your field demon." The Oracle's turned around to make their leave.

I was so estatic I was finally free of the demon that has wreaked havoc in my life for 243 years. Especially estatic that I was free of the demon that killed my family and friends, and having a chance at making my life better then when I was mortal before, free of the demon that hurt the women I love more then anything else in the world. I could give Buffy everything she deserves everything that a real girl would ever want. I could marry her, have children with her, take walks on the beach with her, watch the sun rise and set with her in my arms. Fall asleep with her in my arms and wake up with her in my arms, make love to her without consequences or pain afterwards, I could grow old with Buffy. Eat wonderful real human food instead of blood trying the new things they have now days that they didn't have in the 1700's. Their was certainly alot more food now days then their was back when I was mortal the first time. I felt like I was in heaven.

I said to the Oracle's "Thats it...."

Before I could finish the sentance the male Oracle snaped his fingers and I was thrown back out of the portal and Doyle caught me.

Doyle asked "Did it work?"

"Yes it did"

"You only were in their for a minute."

"What"

"look at your watch."

I said to Doyle testilly "I cant do that Doyle next time remind me to bring a gift!"

Doyle said "I knew I forgot something. So what happend what did they say?"

"Their a little confusing, but the gist is, it's real, I'm free!"

Doyle then said "I cant believe this."

"Me either I mean what do I do now. I've got this whole new life spread out before me I dont know were to begin."

"Your right it's overwealming. You can pretty much do whatever you want now, so the question is. What do you want?" Doyle asked me even though I can tell that he knows what I want.

I want to find Buffy and love her, see her in the sun since I didn't get too with the gem of Amara I guess it was a sign that I could be normal and still help people out, kiss her and drink her up like a man who has been dying of thirst, and make love to her until we can no longer move. "I want to find Buffy and tell her that I'm human."

"Then maybe you should."

"Your right see you Doyle."

I left the gateway for lost souls. I got into my car and drove too the lone bar at Santa Monica. Luckyily during the summer when I wasn't busy getting drunk of course, I made myself reconizable to L.A. again since I haven't been here in almost five years ever since Buffy lived and slayed here before moving to Sunnydale.

When I arrived I parked my car and saw my beloved in the sun she was so beautiful, her blonde hair glistend in the sun making it look like spun gold I have never seen anything or anyone so beautiful, she posessed the beauty and grace of a Greek Olympian goddess, she looked like an angel sent down from heaven. In a way I always thought of her as my goddess. I worked my way up to her as fast as I could but keeping my cool.

She seemed shock to see me in the sun. Without even thinking about it I gathered her in my arms and kissed her hungerly, I drank her up like a man that has been denied of water for months or even years. She resisted for a moment but then surendered to my kiss. It felt so good feeling the sun hitting my back warming my skin, feeling her lips on mine. I felt her arms move around my back and leaning up into me. I felt like I was in a scene from a romantic movie when the hero retreives or rescues his beloved.

I felt her slim strong arms tightend around my back, and I tightend my hold around her waist and stroked the back of her hair, are longing's came too in that kiss. We pulled away breathless for the first time in a long time I was out of breath Buffy still had a dreamy look across her features.

The first thing she asked is "How?"

"The demon you and I encountered, it's called a Mohra Demon. I fought it, and killed it it's blood mixed with mine. Doyle said that a Mohra Demon's blood it's regenerative, and when it's blood mixes with a demon or a vampire that it's blood is regenerative and it regenerates vampires or other beings of the undead. I went to see the Oracle's to find out if it's permanent and they said that it happend because I was ment to become human! I'm human Buffy, human!"

Her beautiful hazel eye's got filled with extreme happiness and hope she asked with hope in her voice. "Human? Does that mean that we can be together?"

I took both her hands with mine and kissed the top of them both and said "Yes my love we are now free to be together!"

She placed a small hand on my chest and tears of happiness welled up in her eye's and she whispered "Oh my God! Angel I can feel your heart beating."

I covered her hand with mine and said "It's beautiful isn't it."

She nodded. "Oh Angel" she launched herself into my arms and rained kisses all over my face, throat and then finally she kissed me on the lips. I responded with an equal amount of passion, and picked her up off the ground and started twirling her and kissing her at the same time her feet were kicking up in the air. We stopped kissing cause we were having a hard time breathing and I continued twirling her and we were laughing and smiling together.

I laugh for the first time in over 200 years because I'm so happy, how could I not be happy I have mortality, I have fallen in love all over again with this beautiful angel from heaven, I have a person I want to share my life with who loves me just as much as I love her, a second chance at life when most people only get one chance at life, and a second chance for us to be truly together and happy without anything to ruin it no curse or vampirism no troubles what so ever the perfect fairy tale romance and hopefully nothing will spoil it this time. What more could a guy ask for.

With just Buffy and her love I feel like the richest man in the world. Were both happy for the first time in six months since we last saw each other face to face. My treck to Sunnydale to watch over her made me realize just how much I really miss her, and now she's here with me in "The City of Angels" theirs an angel here now my beloved I could tell that she's been asuring her friends that she's okay giving them fake smiles that look real. Just like I was showing Doyle and Cordelia. Or at least Buffy was happy again for the first time in six months but for me it's over two-hundred years, I'm even more happy then I was when she gifted me with the last piece of her innocence on the night of her seventeenth birthday. I think we both are more happy then we were that night.

Buffy whispered "Oh Angel I love you"

I kiss her and say "I love you too Buffy."

I cant take it anymore I want to take her away to my so called 'bat cave' that's what Doyle calls my apartment it's right below my detective agency, and do whatever I can to show her how sorry I'm for leaving her and how much I love her. I sweep her up off the ground and carry her to my car thank goodness I put the top down, but then again I always keep the top of my convertible down unless I was driving during the day when I was a vampire, because then I can just put her in without having to open the door. God bless the person who invented convertibles.

I say to Buffy "I'm really sorry I kissed you like that."

She says "You are?"

"Not for the kiss itself.."

"Good because as far as kisses go I thought that was well above average."

"It was increadible I mean I just. I think we'd be asking for trouble rushing back into things." She was giving me a curious look like I was crazy or something. "Not that I dont want us to rush I do believe me."

"Right I mean you spoke to the Oracle's and they did say you were cured for good, but how do we know that they really speak for the powers. I mean they could be pranksters."

"Or their could be another loophole."

When I said that one word Buffy's delicate eye's and face filled up with fear and she said "Exactly! And we end up deeper then we thought and then it's Grrr all over again."

I said "It would be wise to wait a little while see how long this mortal thing takes,"

"Yah and even if it does it's still complicated."

"And your still the slayer, and I'm not sure what I'm now. I dont know what my purpose is. I cant just wedge myself back in your life back in Sunnydale it wouldn't be good for either of us, and not to metion the fact that you just started college and what about slaying, I mean if you had me to worry about. You might not be as focused."

"Are you going to pull a pie chart on me now, because I get it it's not nessesairy." She said with sadness in her voice she thinks I dont want her I do God know's how badly I do.

I got up and sat beside her and said "I'm not saying I dont want you Buffy. God knows how much I do. I want you more then anything. I'm just saying it's better to do things right I need to be sure you wont get hurt again." Oh God how badly I dont want to her to get hurt again.

"You know it's a good thing I didn't fantasize about you turning human only about ten zillion times, cause then today would've been a real let down." She stood up and went to the stove facing away from me she turned back and said "So how does the mature plan go? You call me I call you what?"

"We stay in touch just not....."

"literally, funny."

My heart and hormones were saying screw the mature plan you two can finally be together without consequences just like you've always wanted too.

Buffy continued "Okay I'd better...."

"Right remove the temptation"

she turned back towards me and said "So will talk soon" She put her hand on mine, and then are spark was born that would turn into a fire that would end up consuming us both and never burning out. We stood staring at each other and with our eye's filled up with lust and love and with our eye's we were saying 'To hell with the mature plan, and to hell with the world tonight anyway it's our night!'

I took a hold of her hand and our fingers curled together, and I pull her close and soon we were so close that we could hear each others hearts beating wildly, Buffy and I grabbed each other and started kissing passionately like we wanted too when we were in the sewer's. I lifted her off the ground wanting to make my way to the bedroom, but the fridge gets in our way good enough. With ease I lift her up and she wraps her legs around my waist, and we continued kissing I heard her moan, and then we collapsed on the table with her beaneath me before mindlessly shoving plates and cups off the table not caring that they were breaking into a million pieces, all I cared about was kissing, tasteing, and loving Buffy and the minute.

We continue kissing I kiss her everywere my lips can touch, her hair, her cheek, her lips, her ear, her neck everywere. I make love to her on the kitchen table it's hard and weird but I dont care I just care about loving her, I was attacking her neck like how a vampire would but I dont have to worry about that so I continued to kiss Buffy's neck, actually attacking her neck is the more appropiate word I have joy inside she doesn't mind me attacking her neck like I'm. In fact she's loving it I can tell by the look on her face she's smiling largely and has that smile on her face reserved just for me. During are love making the table brakes and instead we end up making love on the floor.

I get up and carry her to the bedroom. I set her down on my bed and she's wondering why I haven't joined her she ask "Aren't you going to join me?"

I want to light candles and create a perfect romantic atmosphere make everything perfect. I said to her "Just wait a minute honey."

I take my lighter off my nightstand and light every candle I own and the incense candle I have it has the smell of jasmine, lavender, and fressia. The same sent Buffy's hair has.

Once I light all my candles I lie down on top of Buffy and stroke her cheek and whisper "I want too make everything perfect for you from beginning to end. You deserve only the best, and I want to give you the best! I remember what happend last time everything he said too you none of it was true you know that right?"

I see her beautiful hazel eye's fill up with tears of happiness and she whispers to me "I love you Angel, and it was perfect before from beginning to end I just block out what happend afterwards."

"I love you too Buffy." I kiss her on her stomach and work my way up to her lips. When I reach her breast I tease them a while. She moans and gasps. I start working my lips back up to her's and kiss her fully on the lips and make love to her slowly and carefully.

"Got it," I get peanut butter, chocolate, and ice cream, and shut the refrigerator as much as I can, wanting to get back into bed with Buffy running past the broken table.

Buffy is eating out of a container that has chocolate in it this is so nice I have Buffy's sent as well as me own in my bed. It seems weird I actually can hear my Irish accent again and Buffy can hear it better then usual too she loves it I can tell by the look on her face. I wonder if being human has to do with that.

She is wearing one of my shirts I smile inside at the knowledge that she's wearing something of mine and that I now have her sent mingled with my sent in my bed her sent has always made me giddy. I handed her the peanut butter and chocolate, and I opened the ice cream, and she is dipping the chocolate in the peanut butter, "Mmmm, the perfect yum." she licks the peanut butter off the chocolate and I hand feed her a spoonfull of Cookie Dough Mint Fudge Chip ice cream. That's something we didn't have in my day when I was mortal before it was delicious.

She thinks the ice creams delicious and said "This is a dream your human for like a minute and already theirs Cookie-Dough-Mint-Fudge-Chip in the fridge."

"God I love food" and I do

she agrees "food is good." She hand feeds me a piece of chocolate smeared with peanut butter I have never tasted anything so good ever chocolate and peanut butter what a delicious combo.

She kisses me and I ask "Why didn't you ever tell me about chocolate and peanut butter?" We lie back down side by side and she answers while I'm eating the ice cream out of the container I cant stop eating it

"Well I figured if your vamp taste buds couldn't really savor it then it would only hurt you to know she puts one of her leg on and underneath mine." She runs a finger down the side of my face and says "By the way I'm over the whole needing to be mature thing" She cradled my chin with her thumb and index finger and continues "The time you just spent in the kitchen that was far to much time apart!"

It's true I was only gone for a couple seconds but it felt like an eterninty to us. I said "way too much time apart"

She leans over and kisses me passionately I dont notice that ice cream by our body heat! God I love having body heat I can warm up the women I love whenever she's cold! I dont notice that some of the ice cream from my spoon melted until the spot were it fell was cold I said "Oh okay" and laughed a little and said "Uh mortal cornation, is this to much heat desire?"

Buffy's notices and smiles her beautiful emerald eye's gets a spark a mischeif in them and she says "Wrong it's just right!" She licks the ice cream off my chest I love the feeling of her tongue on my skin. I laugh for the first time truly happy because I have just fallen in love all over again with this beautiful angel from above, and I have everything I've ever dreamed of since getting my soul restored to me both times: my mortality, someone I want to spend my life with and love, someone to have children with, someone who loves me just as much as I love her, someone to grow old with. I couldn't possibly want more I just want to love Buffy.

I feel like the richest man in the world with just Buffy and her love. After Buffy licks the ice cream off my chest, she starts to place kisses along it, and sucks on my right nipple and giggles mischieviously. I love it I snake my arms around her and bring her on top of me and she moves her lips back up to mine and we kiss and start making love again for the third time that night. Twice in bed and once on the kitchen table. I keep on thinking that any minute I'm going to wake up all alone in a cold bed with no Buffy to hold and only pain and memories of our love and just with my sent, and learn that this day has all been a dream and it looks like Buffy's feeling the same way.

As I'm making love to Buffy and with me being mortal I relize that maybe it's time to put the past behind me and focus on our future because the past has happend and theirs nothing I can do to change my past the future is more important especially since Buffy and I are going to be getting married some day and have a family of our own and if I got her pregnant tonight. Which I most likely did that's going to be the start of our family.

She says "Thats a good sound." She moved her arm from my waist, and placed her hand on my heart and continued "Thump-thump, thump-thump."

I smile at the happiness that I have given her and say "It feel's pretty amazing?"

"I'm so glad we didn't lash ourselves out of this." She looked up at me with hope in her beautiful eye's and said "Will make it work right?"

I smile back at her "We will."

She drapped her arm across my chest and moans completely content and snuggles closer to me I love feeling her body pressed against mine. I put my arm tighter around her back and bring her closer to me

"Mmmm oh I'm so sleepy, but I still want....."

I look at her and say "What? You couldn't possibly hay not that I wouldn't!"

I said hopefully she laughs and says "No, no I'm spent. Plesently numb even! You?"

I smile at her again and say "for now."

"No I want to stay awake so then this day could keep happening."

I want it too God I love her so much, but we can repeat this day tomarrow.

"Sleep," I kiss her forhead and continued "Will make another one like it tomarrow."

She smiled softly "Angel this is the first time I've ever really felt this way."

I think I know what she means but I ask her anyway "What way?"

"Just like I've always wanted too. Like a normal girl falling asleep in the arms of her normal boyfriend, it's perfect."

I figured that and it makes me feel so happy that I made her feel like a normal girl the sound of her calling me her boyfriend is music to my ears. It's such a wonderful feeling. I kissed her hair and nuzzled her and we fell asleep this time I wasn't plauged with images of our past love the only love of the future and I have both my sunlights. My Buffy and of course the regular sunlight.